Food, Food, Food

i am determined to make this work, i really am.  yesterday started out really well for me.  for breakfast, i had a muscle milk in vanilla.  that is a good flavor and a good meal replacement, however, i have a sweet taste in my mouth for hours after i drink it and i don't enjoy that so much.  lunch came around and this is what i had:  some broccoli salad, a chicken wing (fried) and some curry rice and chicken.  not really a good choice, but still not fast food, so i am making strides.  for dinner, i had a half of a peanut butter and jelly sandwich on wheat bread.  not bad, i suppose.  i didn't work out yesterday, but i sure did on monday and it worked hard!  today, i had kashi island vanilla shredded wheat, mixed with banana nut granola cereal and horizons organic vanilla milk.  that sounds really sugary, i know, but it wasn't.  for lunch i had some neckbones and 1 medium potato.  that was a bad choice all around because the neckbones are full of fat and the potato was just starch!  for dinner, nothing...i worked out tonight and still don't have an appetite.  now that it is 10 p.m. i won't be eating even if i do get an appetite.  i had a great workout and i am looking forward to tomorrow's.  

i suppose this doesn't have to just be a diet blog...i am a bit disconcerted tonight.  my boyfriend is in a bad mood, again...he usually is when he gets off work and there doesn't seem to ever be anything i can do to help him.  he never wants to talk, goes straight to his room and doesn't really have anything to say.  i am not that type of person.  i am a talker and i don't like to be around people and not have anything to say.  he has a few things he is dealing with, i know, and i can empathize with that.  i just remember the days that i was able to cheer him up and no matter how much i try now, i can't do it.  i've tried to find out what the source to that is, but i don't get an answer.  it is always nothing or don't take it personally because it's not about me.  after a while, a girl starts to take it personally when her boyfriend can't even smile when he looks at her...